Saturday 31 March 2007

Well, what do you think?

Here's a test I sat.... I don't know if its crap so I'm letting u guys judge.

Generally, your personality can be summarized as that of
'Creative Encourager'

Your Strengths are as follows
The saying, "Sticks and stones may break some bones, but words will never do", may be applicable to you. You are not bothered by what others think about you. You probably will never be bored with yourself. This is because you are always working on various new approaches. Most people find organisational turmoil very stressful but not you. For you, such conditions are ideal moments to show your resourcefulness. Driven by an inner desire for original solutions, you enquire deeper and deeper into the issues, seeking to find the right answers. While others are scared stiff of confronting trouble, you would rather face them head on. You are flexible in solving problems.

At any given opportunity, you will grab one that offers you a whole new range of activities to indulge in. You prefer new approaches to traditional ways of doing things. Thus, you are likely to be seen as a reformer. Dreamer may be what you are to other people, but what makes your dreams special is that they are a manifestation of your powerful imagination. You are full of new ideas, which you would like other to know. You may best do this by engaging in artistic endeavours. Being part of the crowd does not appeal to you. In fact, you refuse to be bothered by what others think about you.

You always do things very differently from others. Inhibition and you don't go together. You do not like traditional ways of doing things. Colleagues will enjoy your company since you are careful not to reject them. Saying "No" to them would probably hurt you more than them. Avoiding tense situations, you would prefer to steer clear of trouble. Your efforts help diffuse any potential conflict. You can be a vital source of support for anyone from subordinates to superiors. When colleagues are down with social problems, they can easily count on your support in times of trouble.

Generally people would have no problem working with you, and you are careful about how people perceive you. Those placed under your care and supervision values your genuine care and concern for them. Your presence is very comforting for those around you, as you do not force others to do things against their will. There would be fewer wars and strife around, if everyone learnt from your love of peace and your belief in its preservation. If every neighbour were like you, then your neighbourhood would be full of goodwill - thanks to your emphasis on maintaining harmony.

Your energies are channelled to the welfare of the team and its objectives. You are calm and composed in the face of adversity. You have a strong sense of loyalty to those you associate with. You are not the type that easily offends people.

You may have these weaknesses
Did you know that a group of caterpillars going round and round in circles eventually die out due to starvation? Hence, break the cycle and accept the authority to lead from time to time. There are times when you must insist that things be done on time so that an entire system does not malfunction or becomes retarded as a result of an over-tolerant attitude toward those under your supervision. Although patience is a strength, you must maintain a delicate balance so as not to sacrifice efficiency or allow others to trample your dignity. Could your lack of insistence for fast results be due to a lack of motivation? Don't short-change yourself on the fast track of life. Your high sense of tolerance of others may lead you to accommodate unnecessary garbage from others.

Living life right is a matter of keeping to the right timing. Don't let your kind tolerance toward others over-ride the need for them to get something done on time. Don't blame the guy or gal who beat you to your desired position or object if you lacked the drive to win. Transform your instinct for survival into a healthy desire to succeed.

You tend to express your creativity in the following ways
Your creative ideas may be limited by your fear that others may not accept them.
You enjoy expressing fun-filled creativity and laughter.
Optimistic solutions to problems you encounter.
Humorous and refreshing views of an existing situation.
May express your creative ideas in gentle ways to others.
Collaborates with others to emerge with creative outcomes.
Limited by level of approval and acceptability by others.

My Personality
100 100
90 90
80 80
70 70
60 60
50 50
40 40
30 30
20 20
10 10
0 0

88 87 77 82 61

O N A R D

O: Openness N: Neutral A: Analytical R: Relational D: Decisive

You can help your organization by
Counselling and helping problematic staff.
Offering positive and encouraging words to members.
Creating a cheerful working environment.
Inspiring others through thought and action.
Making staff feel at ease.
Being a peace-maker between conflicting parties.
Enriching current opinions, source of novelty, aestheticism, beauty and art.

In leadership and supervisory roles, it is important that you try to the following steps
Be less emotional when dealing with subordinates.
Be willing to take unpopular decisions.
Avoid the temptation to compromise.
Be more insistent and firm as a leader.
In a crisis, avoid being overly emotional.
Learn to welcome new changes in the environment.
Use your sense of humour to develop rapport with subordinates.

To enrich your interpersonal relationships with others, try to do the following
Be more realistic when sharing your opinions.
Offer your loyalty to deserving people and causes.
Give others a chance to announce and implement their plans.
Realize you can't please nor get along with everyone.
Stand your ground and do what is right regardless of others' opinions of you.
Be more careful in accepting others views.
Accept that correction of others is more important than maintaining peace temporarily.


Ok i'm reavealing only this. Judge for urself.

Monday 26 March 2007

Cleaning up a dead rat is fun.

Guess what I found in the guest bedroom?? A dead rat. Well, basically it's a mutilated dead rat. My mum and I was cleaning up the bedroom because someone will be sleeping over (One of my mum's friends which I didn't care to know the name because I'll forget anyway. Anyway, based on the crime scene it seems like the rat tried to escape before a cat eventually caught up with him and ate him. This is based on the fact that there were bite marks on its head and partially gnawed off leg. On the crime scene, there is an unidentified organ lying beside the corpse but according to an expert who is my mum, she says it is the stomach. There were also red ants crawling about around the blood stains and the body. The Time of Death of the rat is probably yesterday night because the body hasn't begun to stink. Okay, the corpse was cleaned up and properly buried.... right in the Trienekens rubbish bin.

This is the crime scene.


Monday 19 March 2007

Maybe.......

Sigh......
Sigh......
Sigh.......
SIgh....................

I just dont feel like blogging today. Too much on my mind. Scholarships, education and all that rubbish. I feel so stressed out that my brain is going haywired. Hey, thanks a lot ministry of Education for making the SPM. Bleh.

Sigh.....
Sigh.........

Wondering what must i do with my life. Time is limited as now my life clock is ticking down as I am writing this. Life ain't that simple you know?

Sigh...
Sigh....

Everyone around me is like apply for this... apply for that. Well that's not good, why don't...... I shunned my brain out. Enough. Enough of this madness. It's bad enough with my own voices in my head, now everyone is screaming from every direction. I can't even hear myself think. I tried but it failed. Some voices always manage to penetrate the silence barrier.

Sigh.....
Sigh......

11A1s. Hmph, have I really deserved that? don't know and I couldn't care less anymore. The stupid slip can't even guareetee a scholarship for me. What's the use of scoring 11A1s when no scholarships fits the bill? Am I that worthless?

Sigh....
Sigh...

Need some time to cool down. My heads getting heavy. My eyelids barely open, its once vigor-filled pupils drained to a lifeless zombiefied look. My hands getting weary of typing..... the constant crackling of the keyboard seemed like sledgehammers hammering down my ears. Enough.

Got to stop before I turn mad.

If I haven't turned mad.

Your stressed out friend,
Hilary

Tuesday 13 March 2007

11 A1s!! YAy!

I woke up today from a sweaty dream....... my god i had just experienced a nightmare.... I experienced getting only 8 A1s 2 B3s and a Tidak hadir on the result slip. I glanced over my legs which was hurting from the previous obstacles in National Service. Then, it was the dreaded time... actual result viewing. Arriving at the hall, I saw Faye.... looking joyous... and I searched for my name on the list. With her help, i was able to find it. It shocked me..... 11 A1s in my face. Did I deserve it? I don't really know.... Was I happy... HELL YEAH!!!

So all of us celebrated the five of us (me, chris chung, gay boy , caleb and faye) But first i had to go to BSN and guess what? Duh... There were a lot of people there swarming that place like a bunch of hungry ass ramming cockmasters people ..... so my mum and I wait, wait, and waited until spiders came and built nests on my face. Eventually, it was our turn and the man behind the counters who was a slow like a zombie in RE3 looked like a nice man. So we bought our borang.

Upon reaching home, I went out with them again to mcdonalds. I ate my lunch and was not in the mood for eating. Grown to accustomed to not eating lunch in NS. Anyway, we came back to my house and and ate and drank. An unfortunate event happen the coke spilled over the floor and we had to waste time cleaning it up. Did not know who spilled the drink, too hectic to find out. I would have TTS that person to oblivion anyway

Faye wanted to play Kingdom Hearts 2 so we watched. The f**king cutscenes were so long and I wondered who they hired to do this mental torture to us gamers ..... Osama Bin Laden? Anyway, after FAye went back we played Okami! But my idiotic brother deleted my save file so someone remind me to kill him when he gets back here. The beginning cutscene was 20 minutes long!!!!

Oh well, it was Gods blessing that I scored well for my exams! Thanks you Lord Almighty! And congrats to all of you out there XD